Thursday, January 6, 2011
Teen night club....
Looking at pix on Confetti's FB page..it makes me sick. I know its a "teen club" But these "teens" are doing grown up things. Dancing around in bra's, short shorts, at the foam party wearing white shirts and half of the boys dont have shirts on! I cant be the only one appalled at this. I didnt start going to clubs til I was 18. Is there really nothing else for these kids to do but going to a night club and grind with people and strip down to their underwear? They are 13-17 years old. PARENTS OPEN YOUR EYES. There is obviously more going on than "DANCING" why do you think Obsessions is closed... One more thing, why do you want to let your 14 year old daughter experience the "club scene". You know she isnt going there to dance & talk with her girlfriends. Maybe its just me getting older, but why are parents letting their kids grow up faster & faster. They are KIDS, not grown ups. You have the right to say no and send her ass to the mall. Hell, with the $20 charge to get in, she could pick up a sweater to cover herself. My dad would of whooped my ass if I ever left the house looking like a hussy at 14 years old. This is whats wrong with America.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
New years Resolution 2011
The most typical New Years resolutions are losing weight, quit smoking, save more, etc. Half of those are true for me. My goal for 2011 is to lose weight and pay down my debt.
I just figured out tonight how much debt I'm in and I'm kind of sick to my stomach! Once I start my job I'm going to start paying off my credit cards. They are the most evil things on the planet. They give you a limit, you reach the limit and they give you more credit! Like wtf. You cant win. Personally, I'm like "Oh I have a $2500 limit...I'll just keep spending." Not thinking of the consequences. I wasn't thinking of the interest rates, and oh god forbid you pay a day late, they slap you with a $29 late fee! Ughh...I just want to be out of debt, start saving, and get a house with my boyfriend by next year!
Next thing is losing weight. I know I've been talking about this for such a long time, but its time to get serious about it. I haven't been able to wear jeans comfortably or without worrying about them splitting..yeaaa go ahead & laugh! It happened to be TWICE at TWO different bars in 2007 and 2008....lol. I pretty much live in sweats and leggings. You get comfortable. My boyfriend wishes I could fit into my jeans again, idk, he likes them I guess! lol. I never really liked jeans though. But I really want to get to the point where I can wear them again! Since 2006 I went up 8 pant sizes. Seriously... 8. Gained probably 35-45 pounds, went from size small in shirts, size 3 in pants... ughhh now I'm depressed! lol.
So yesterday I did my elliptical for 15 minutes and did 45 crunches. Today I did my elliptical for 20 minutes. I would do more but I hurt my lower back shoveling snow last week.
I plan on updating this with my workouts along with beauty stuff & videos from my YouTube!
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I just figured out tonight how much debt I'm in and I'm kind of sick to my stomach! Once I start my job I'm going to start paying off my credit cards. They are the most evil things on the planet. They give you a limit, you reach the limit and they give you more credit! Like wtf. You cant win. Personally, I'm like "Oh I have a $2500 limit...I'll just keep spending." Not thinking of the consequences. I wasn't thinking of the interest rates, and oh god forbid you pay a day late, they slap you with a $29 late fee! Ughh...I just want to be out of debt, start saving, and get a house with my boyfriend by next year!
Next thing is losing weight. I know I've been talking about this for such a long time, but its time to get serious about it. I haven't been able to wear jeans comfortably or without worrying about them splitting..yeaaa go ahead & laugh! It happened to be TWICE at TWO different bars in 2007 and 2008....lol. I pretty much live in sweats and leggings. You get comfortable. My boyfriend wishes I could fit into my jeans again, idk, he likes them I guess! lol. I never really liked jeans though. But I really want to get to the point where I can wear them again! Since 2006 I went up 8 pant sizes. Seriously... 8. Gained probably 35-45 pounds, went from size small in shirts, size 3 in pants... ughhh now I'm depressed! lol.
So yesterday I did my elliptical for 15 minutes and did 45 crunches. Today I did my elliptical for 20 minutes. I would do more but I hurt my lower back shoveling snow last week.
I plan on updating this with my workouts along with beauty stuff & videos from my YouTube!
If you want to follow me on twitter, for tons of randomness follow me here ; FOLLOW ME
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
boyfriend, weight, & job.
So I know I'm completely lame with my blog. But I need it right now.
There is alot of stuff going on with me and Chris right now. it totally sucks. were taking a break right now...but i need him more than ever at the moment. I'm so stressed with no having a job that I'm taking it out on everyone. especially Chris since hes the closest person to me. hes my absolutely best friend. and i tell him everything. so i guess its a given to take my shit out on him.
on top of all that my dad is in the hospital. i don't want to go into detail why...but he'll be in there for a few days. Chris came down to see him last night. and it was probably the best thing that happened..we talked for 2 hours. we laughed. i cried. i smiled. we hugged. we kissed. it was perfect. if only every moment together could be like that. instead of all the fighting, crying, etc.
so i told him that i wont text him or call him. and he should call me when hes ready, after hes done thinking about what we should do. i know i want to be with him. and i know he wants to be with me. but right now, its hard. tomorrow, I'm gonna hustle and look for a job. as long as it pays what i need to survive and the hours are decent...i need 40 hours at least.
i really would like a job that paid what i use to make..so i could start saving for a house for me and Chris. but that's probably not happening anytime soon. the economy still sucks.
I'm also working on being a better person. i need to be nicer to m family & friends but especially Christopher. something needs to change.
& I'm also getting back to the gym...and I'm actually gonna work out after this blog. i miss my 110lb body! flat tummy, my thighs didn't touch, hip bones & collar bones were popped out but not in a skinny scary kind of way. i just want to be toned, in shape, and look good for Chris.
we've been together for 4 years, and in every relationship, you get comfortable and let yourself go...well I'm at the point where I'm sick of looking at myself. not being able to fit in my old clothes. not looking good in my present clothes. i wanna look cute in dresses, jeans, shorts, my bikinis again. its just hard.
well I'm kind of getting anxious to work out, which i haven't felt in a few months! so i have to start now before the feeling fades!
♥
There is alot of stuff going on with me and Chris right now. it totally sucks. were taking a break right now...but i need him more than ever at the moment. I'm so stressed with no having a job that I'm taking it out on everyone. especially Chris since hes the closest person to me. hes my absolutely best friend. and i tell him everything. so i guess its a given to take my shit out on him.
on top of all that my dad is in the hospital. i don't want to go into detail why...but he'll be in there for a few days. Chris came down to see him last night. and it was probably the best thing that happened..we talked for 2 hours. we laughed. i cried. i smiled. we hugged. we kissed. it was perfect. if only every moment together could be like that. instead of all the fighting, crying, etc.
so i told him that i wont text him or call him. and he should call me when hes ready, after hes done thinking about what we should do. i know i want to be with him. and i know he wants to be with me. but right now, its hard. tomorrow, I'm gonna hustle and look for a job. as long as it pays what i need to survive and the hours are decent...i need 40 hours at least.
i really would like a job that paid what i use to make..so i could start saving for a house for me and Chris. but that's probably not happening anytime soon. the economy still sucks.
I'm also working on being a better person. i need to be nicer to m family & friends but especially Christopher. something needs to change.
& I'm also getting back to the gym...and I'm actually gonna work out after this blog. i miss my 110lb body! flat tummy, my thighs didn't touch, hip bones & collar bones were popped out but not in a skinny scary kind of way. i just want to be toned, in shape, and look good for Chris.
we've been together for 4 years, and in every relationship, you get comfortable and let yourself go...well I'm at the point where I'm sick of looking at myself. not being able to fit in my old clothes. not looking good in my present clothes. i wanna look cute in dresses, jeans, shorts, my bikinis again. its just hard.
well I'm kind of getting anxious to work out, which i haven't felt in a few months! so i have to start now before the feeling fades!
♥
Monday, June 28, 2010
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