Kristina Marie: August 2009

I'm so fucking aggravated today it's not even funny.

Chris

This is Chris. He's 28. Well let me back track...and tell you how I met him. I was at this bar in Morristown called Jimmy's. (that place got knoced down and is now a bank)..anyway It was April 20th and I was out with a couple of friends who were all over 21. I was 20 at the time. So I was the designated driver haha. I wasnt having much fun and i was tired. So normally whenever i went to jimmys i was always dancing and having a good time. Not that night. And I'm glad I didnt! I felt a tap on my shoulder and this guy standing on the floor below me said "why arent you smiling?" I told him my story and he asked where I was from. I said "roxbury..you?" he said "randolph...oh man i cant talk to you" Randolph and Roxbury High School are the big rivals. So it was funny. But duh he was cute...I was gonna keep talking to him. I could hardly hear him in there but i got his number. This all happened on a thursday night. So saturday i got a call from him and he said he would call monday or tuesday, since i had off work those 2 days. Monday he called and i didnt answer i got nervous! But he left a message and i definately couldnt wait to talk to him tuesday. So when he called the next day I answered and we talked and decided to meet up at Fridays. we shared some fries and each had a soda. I was kinda nervous so i barely ate or drank. After that we went to morristown again and ended up at Funky Monkey. it was beat but we stayed for a little. I told him he was sheltered because they were playing all these hip hop songs that i knew the words to. "Juicy" by B.I.G was on and out of NOWHERE he started rapping. Thats the moment I fell inlove with him haha. We hung out almost every night.

At 5am on sunday April 30th, 2006...after a long night of watching tv at his house we were on our way back to my house. since he picked me up. We stopped at a gas station and he looked at me and said "i would love for you to be my girlfriend" i nodded my head and said yes! duh. hes cute. funny. italian. hes perfect.

So now here we are after 4.5 years. Im still inlove with him. He's a hard worker and doesnt get to enjoy many things that I would like for us to enjoy together but...I hope that changes soon. We lived together for almost as long as we've been together but I recently moved out on my own. Space is good. I totally see a future with him. Marriage. Kids. 2 dogs. Big house. the whole 9 yards. Hes my best friend. my soulmate. I would do anything for him, as he would do anything for me.

I know you'll never read this chris. But I LOVE YOU!!!!

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Seriously?

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