Wednesday, July 30, 2008

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7.30.08

What a freakin day. It's so hot. I hope it rains. I cant stand the heat at all. I think thats why Ive been so crabby for so long. It's very annoying. I hate being mean.

Work was very hectic today. It's been quite obnoxious the last few weeks. Not sure why. I guess were just getting used to it being nuts. I messed up the lunch order. Its so frustrating. ugh I cant wait to go on vacation. Now more than ever. Everyone is pissing me off. EVERYTHING IS PISSING ME OFF. How about that?!

K forget work. Lets talk about the lovelife. Me and the hubby had a date tonight. We went to fridays. We didnt talk much about us. But it was fun. I ordered a Long Island Iced Tea. mmmm so much alki. i love it. For dinner we both had the jack daniels flat iron. so good. and of course i had to get dessert. The chocolate angel swirl cake. so delicious.

I love my chris. Hes my favorite person. He gets me. My sense of humor. He just understands. lately is been difficult to get along. but i guess every couple has that. it just seems like it'll never end sometimes. I wish i could see into the future and see what would happen with us. i wish i could know that it will get better and there wont be anymore tension.

i miss him. i really really do. i miss seeing his face. i miss his kisses. i miss his hugs. i miss his smile. laugh. his butt. oh man. i just miss him.

ugh. i dont know anymore.


Tuesday, July 29, 2008

7.29.08

so today i texted chris and broke up with him. yea. right. only lasted 2 minutes. haha. i cant fight with him. let alone break up with him. thats nuts. i love him to death. so its 10:17 right now. i should be getting ready for bed. washing my face. doing my bleacing trays. reading and sleeping.

i have work tomorrow at 730. oh fun. that means i have to be up at 6. ughh. hopefully me and chris can go on our date tomorrow when i get out @ 5.

anyway. vacation is 24 days away. i cant wait to go. i need to get away from this place for a while.

the whole living on my own thing is stressin me out. i can hardly sleep.

k. im gonna go mess around with the blog.

<3

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