its 2am...

I doubt anyone reads this...lol. I'm so tired but way too lazy to get up off my butt to go to bed. I'm probably going soon.

anyway, I'm up to 20 subscribers on YouTube! yay. I'm hoping to start doing reviews, tutorials, things like that since i have the time. i just feel like, I'm not fafinettex3, or dulcecandy87, or juicystar07. I don't have the money to buy new products, since I'm unemployed. so i guess ill work with what I've got...

i do my makeup my own way, I'm not skilled in blending or anything like that. i do what works for me. =/

oh well. I'm gonna just try and see what happens. for the people who've subscribed, thank you so much! it means alot.

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one big fat UGHH

Im so annoyed today. Not sure if its from my period. Or because Im over living on my own and ready to get a house with Chris. Maybe its because when I need somethin done here, i can never depend on my family. Noone comes to visit me. Should I ask them to visit? I dont feel like I should have to. Just call before ya come. My parents act like they live 4956748934 miles away but theyre less than 10 minutes away. Its no that difficult!

My sister only calls when she needs something. I could go days, maybe weeks without hearing from her, and I hate it!!! =[

I guess I'm also frustrated that it'll be a year since I've been out of work.

Ive been keeping busy with looking for a job, tanning =], making videos for youtube....yea. I pretty much love my life, but I hate not having a job, and living on my own is lame now.

<3

im tired

I need to start updating this. I promise I will. Im also gonna start making youtube videos on makeup/fashion and my everyday life. =]