Seriously?

I'm so fucking aggravated today it's not even funny.

Gym

Sooo damn, havent gone to the gym in over a month, until TODAY! felt so good. I ran a mile on the tredmill and did the bike for 2 miles.

i'm cutting down on fast food. no more of that shit. the only reason i eat it, is because its easy to get. so i made a pact with chris, no more mcdonalds, wendys, whatever else. just my daily coffee from mickey d's haha. thats all im allowed. i feel better already.

my goal weight is 115. right now im 140.2 yea i said it! i want to be at that weight by december 31st of this year. i want to be in my bikini and not feel like everyone is staring. i used to weigh 110, until i met chris and forget it. i got so comfortable and that was it.

ive had to buy bigger jeans, i split two pairs in the last year and a half, at a BAR! bigger shirts..it sucks. im not happy with my body the way it is so i need to change it.

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wow

two people i can't stand right now. will.i.am & jon gosselin.

its still cold. it rained 4 times today. it also hailed. ughh. still waiting for my makeup brushes to get here along with my victoria's secret stuff!

still looking for a job. seems to be that no one is hiring. =[

Isn't it supposed to be warm in June?

It's been so freakin cold, dreary, rainy, sad the last week here in Jersey. It's June!!! Where is the sun, warm weather?? I really would love to wear my sun dresses, tank tops, capri's..pleaseee! I really want to go out on my sister's boyfriend's boat. Ughh

So no job yet, which is getting depressing, I really need money. For my bills, things I want to do, family vacation. It sucks.

We're having a garage sale the second week in July, which hopefully, will make me some money! =]

Other than that, there's sadly nothing going on in my life right now that is worth blogging about. I haven't gone to the bar in a month, gym in 2 weeks..lol. I should go tomorrow. I just hate going alone.

Well its back to facebook/twitter.

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Dear Ass,

Please stop getting bigger. I would love to be a size 3 again.

Sincerly,
Kristina

Makeup

So i really want to start getting into makeup. I've always loved it. I just have a fascination about it. I <3 color.

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